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Flew past, these three weeks.
The span of three weeks seems to fly by so quick.
You think of this. Then of that, but then that. And BAM you realize that three weeks have past since your journal has been updated.
Well, lessons are learned everyday and to cover three weeks will be hard.
First off, I glanced at the last few entries I put in, and I flinched. Life gets so frusterating at times, that I just want to give up. That mood past. It will revisit, but it has past.
These three weeks, I believe, have been rather important on many levels. First off, the big high school I was sent back to isnt *that* bad.
I mean, I am so happy to be with my friends, and to actually feel like I am getting things done (Although... its never really enough)There is still a tinge of fear and hate I feel towards myself, but I take a deep breathe and (as lame as it sounds...) count to ten. Its okay... its okayy...
Now these three weeks were busy busy busy for me also. First big thing I did was develop an immense... ehh... for lack of better words... crush on someone. That takes up ALOT of my thoughts, and I always feel rather... eh... pathetic with my mind always sliding toward a guy.
Then, the weekend before last, I went down to Anchorage for a Baha'i event, which was so busy. I got to see alot of dearly loved people again, and it made me immensely happy though. I always love being at big Baha'i events, the positivity and love there is not found anywhere else in my life, certainly not high school. Haha. Anyways, so Anchorage then. That next week at school I was just catching up on my sleep, when I went down to Anchorage a second time, for my cousins wedding. That one was alot less stressful, and the wedding was wonderful. I got to see a few people I hadnt seen in a while... and meet a few more from the grooms side of the family. It was awesome. I shopped, got my haircut, and I got to have french toast at IHop too :)
Now this week was pretty much the same as last week, I am just now getting back on sleeping schedules, and working on homework, the only huge difference is that I am not going anywhere this weekend. Just relaxinnngg. And doing homework. Lol.
It snowed for the first time this year. It is officially winter, and I am not ready for that, but then again, I am. Because I am trying to work on this patience thing, as my freedom is being pushed farther and father ahead. Haha.
I suppose that I should go to sleep I suppose. Look what i just wrote you you will understand why. Haha I laughed for a few minutes at that which proves me even MORE tired ;)
Goodnight readerless journal.
-Carol
amusedYou think of this. Then of that, but then that. And BAM you realize that three weeks have past since your journal has been updated.
Well, lessons are learned everyday and to cover three weeks will be hard.
First off, I glanced at the last few entries I put in, and I flinched. Life gets so frusterating at times, that I just want to give up. That mood past. It will revisit, but it has past.
These three weeks, I believe, have been rather important on many levels. First off, the big high school I was sent back to isnt *that* bad.
I mean, I am so happy to be with my friends, and to actually feel like I am getting things done (Although... its never really enough)There is still a tinge of fear and hate I feel towards myself, but I take a deep breathe and (as lame as it sounds...) count to ten. Its okay... its okayy...
Now these three weeks were busy busy busy for me also. First big thing I did was develop an immense... ehh... for lack of better words... crush on someone. That takes up ALOT of my thoughts, and I always feel rather... eh... pathetic with my mind always sliding toward a guy.
Then, the weekend before last, I went down to Anchorage for a Baha'i event, which was so busy. I got to see alot of dearly loved people again, and it made me immensely happy though. I always love being at big Baha'i events, the positivity and love there is not found anywhere else in my life, certainly not high school. Haha. Anyways, so Anchorage then. That next week at school I was just catching up on my sleep, when I went down to Anchorage a second time, for my cousins wedding. That one was alot less stressful, and the wedding was wonderful. I got to see a few people I hadnt seen in a while... and meet a few more from the grooms side of the family. It was awesome. I shopped, got my haircut, and I got to have french toast at IHop too :)
Now this week was pretty much the same as last week, I am just now getting back on sleeping schedules, and working on homework, the only huge difference is that I am not going anywhere this weekend. Just relaxinnngg. And doing homework. Lol.
It snowed for the first time this year. It is officially winter, and I am not ready for that, but then again, I am. Because I am trying to work on this patience thing, as my freedom is being pushed farther and father ahead. Haha.
I suppose that I should go to sleep I suppose. Look what i just wrote you you will understand why. Haha I laughed for a few minutes at that which proves me even MORE tired ;)
Goodnight readerless journal.
-Carol
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